Courageous
Coming to Earth was a very courageous thing to do. Thats how you know you have the strength, courage and vision to go on with changing your life now.
If you do not take the chance and walk through the door you will never know what opportunities you are missing.
Of course it could be just a dark cupboard you are walking into, but you are with your Angel helpers and you have your own inner light. So what is there to fear but your own self-doubt.
Those around you, who love you, have faith in you. You should have faith in you.
The door is not locked, just closed.