Searious-Relax
You are too tense. You have allowed the rush of living on Earth overwhelm you. Now is the time to redress the balance.
Take time out to be alone. make a time and place where you can find the silence to meditate on your life so far.
Are you on track? Do you feel your spiritual growth matches your Earthly growth?
Find out in the quiet places where truth will out.
Once you can answer this question with honesty, then you can move forward again with conviction.